at the middle of a night

studying B. Law, but out of a sudden, u pop out from my mind. didn't see u for more than 1 year, miss u quite a lot at this moment. how are u doing? everything is fine?

i am writing this, coz i know u will never see it. honestly, i had a very mini crush on u, at that night. my heart beat very fast. but u didn't know coz i never tell anyone. i even denied it. u are a really good guy, very sweet, dedicating, and kind-hearted. but i rejected u, and said something hurt. i am sorry, really sorry. now i wish i could go back to that time, and perhaps can change something.

LTY, sorry and thanks. wish you happy always. ^^
无知的我
还有权利再多说什么吗?
愚蠢的我
陪伴的只有寂寞
眼泪
都是多余的
只能用孤单的一双手抹去泪痕
留下的
只剩自己而已
没有别人
只是这样罢了
从来都只是这样罢了

一个人就好



街 挤满了欢笑
太不适合 眼泪凑热闹
快跑 快寻找 无人的转角
不优雅时候 一个人最好
爱 说退就退潮
我松开手 回忆却没放掉
未来 不来了 地球 继续绕
躲回温暖的梦 我一个人就好

为什么 越相信谁能依靠
越换来 又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远 再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说 越踏出世界一脚
越不能 保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过 就很好

心 很平静地跳
只是寂寞 潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒 偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉 我一个人很好
一个人就好

the blue sky



有时候,
真的要学一学天空那无边际的胸怀
不要太自私,
老是只想到自己

thought of mine

billions of people live in this Earth. they come, and go. born and die. each and everyone of us experiences the same. though, the journeys of us are different. some meet good guys, some don't. some people are damn lucky coz they meet their soul mates. and I, no.

my belief and confidence on human relationships are fading away bit by bit, day by day. friendships? boy and girl relationship? which one will you choose if you only can have either one? I used to say friendship. yea, friends. but now, I'm not sure. I don't know if friendship can last longer, more sincere.

have you been betrayed by person who you trust? thrown behind by person who u care? rejected by person who you love? you are fucking lucky if you have never experience all these.

promise is a promise. but at the end, it turns into nothing.

and if you ask me whether friendship or boy girl relationship now, I will tell. neither. I rather be alone, at least won't be a broken-hearted girl once more.

Update

Final is coming, 20+ days left. But i have not start my study yet, lazy man!!! watch PPS everyday, and it's time wasting! Natalie, THANKS for giving me PPS software. =.=
and the time table, really speechless. are they really so rush? BL and TAX on the same day? and BL is a 3 hour paper? swt. at least 1 day 1 paper ma.. and, and, FA paper on my birthday, and it's saturday! lol T.T

I'm dying... kill me please.

*Justin, this is the update*

it's amazing

watch this, people! totally amazing and speechless... =.=