thanks

Cry~~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life......
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view了你的布落格，
知道你不开心，哭了。。。
想留言给你，可是还是不行，
唉~~~

其实看着你最新那两篇的布落格时，
我的心情就好像今天的天气一样，
雨天+阴天，
心也是很酸，很想哭~~
可是我们哭的目的都不一样，
但是我们的心情却是一样，
这么伤心、难过。。。
同病相怜嗫~~~>.<

对我身边的一切，

实在有太多不开心的回忆，
厌倦了这种感觉。。。
希望可以有离开这里的一天，
到新的地方，新的环境，过新的生活，
但是我是不会忘记你们的。。。
我会永远珍惜与你们的友谊~~~~

p/s: 这首歌最适合我们听不过了。。。joanne tan你懂我在跟你说话吗？！

above is a post that my friend, winki dedicated for me... i didnt know it until i read the last sentence... i get shocked, and i was speechless at that moment.. i left a comment for her, but i didnt know what to write,coz my mind was juz blank.. winki, you are really a good true friend! i got so much to tell u, but i dont know where and how to start.. only can say thanks to you... thanks for everything! hmmmmm

i know many friends are worrying about me.. but dont have to,really.. ^^ i'm just moody,not sad.. =)