dao gei =.=

Let's take a look on my previous n latest hairstyle.. lol.. last time so mature, but now look like a bit 'dao gei'.. =.= hmmm,never mind lar,look younger haha.. XD


act like those form1 girls,hahahaha.. LOL *spot my dark circles,TT.TT*

i'm in love...

recently i'm so in love with a Korean drama -- Iljimae!! it's really a great drama series.. ^^
the story is about Iljimae( Lee Jun Ki)'s struggles against those in power and rotten social systems. the story line is sooooo 'gan zheong'.. haha, two thumbs up!!!! plus the actors n actresses all leng zai leng lui.. hehe ^^


Lee Jun Ki.!!!!!! damn yeng! XD

my hair...............

hmm,went salon n did rebonding.. i asked the aunty to cut my fringe to make my face looks smaller n not so chubby.. then,like this jor... haven get used to it,lol... but my mummy likes it so much,haha.. lol

2 more to go!!!!!!!!!!

huu~~~~
just finished doing notes for lecture 8. fucking slowwww.. read lecture notes, textbook, searched online for extra explanations, then write out my own sentences... arghhhh
have to think think think and think... coz every point must have at least 4 sentences, and that's only 2 marks! damnnnn.. my toughest revision ever, haiz... >.<
2 more to go.. gambateh joanne!! ^^

time passes fast...
i already studied almost 1 year at Tarc.
knew a bunch of good true friends, especially GG n batang...
Nat, Eve...
although we just be friends for not more than 1 year, but we treat each other sincerely...
we share our happiness, sadness, secrets...
we gossip together, play together, crazy together...
we really had a very good time...
batang...
ermm,
playful, childish, funny, always kap 'juit juit', and ham sap!
hahaha =D
enjoyed every jokes of 6 of you all...
will always remember every moment with you guys...
thanks for giving me such a sweet memory in my 1st year of college life^^

final exam is coming very very soon...
must try our best yea!
good luck dude!
and good luck to myself, hehe =)

ugly me XD

found some pictures in my hp... hmmm,it's me doing ugly faces during PF lecture on this wednesday.. i was damn sleepy,so find some stuffs to do to make me awake, and it works! haha^^ Nat also did, but i dont post them here la,scared later i will kena,hehe.. i think the 2nd one very cute, and the 3rd one is the most ugly one,haha... my mouth damn big =D

被摧毁的心

你要的承诺 我给不起

我要的温柔 你给了谁

感情的付出不是真心就会有结果

沉睡的记忆期待着被唤醒的一天

只要一秒 就让我觉得曾经拥有是美

一秒就好 就让我没有遗憾地笑着

就这一秒 让我带着有你的回忆远走高飞

你就像个孩子 依靠在我的肩上

伤心痛苦的时候 依赖在我的怀里

我扮演的角色 你从不了解

被你拒于门外的 是我的真心

我付出的真心 已被你糟蹋

无知的性情 单纯的思想

都变得成熟而逃避

我无从逃离 逃离世间的尘嚣

紧闭的空间 我无法呼吸

只想要, 释放…

真心 by,

Natalie

Joanne

sohai video XD

today my colleagues showed me a video,damn funny n sohai! haha.. so share with u all here,enjoy it! ^^ it's in mandarin,but the language is very simple.. so i think everyone can understand it,haha.. the guy still got record other videos,haha... LOL

thanks

Cry~~

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life......
***************************************************
view了你的布落格，
知道你不开心，哭了。。。
想留言给你，可是还是不行，
唉~~~

其实看着你最新那两篇的布落格时，
我的心情就好像今天的天气一样，
雨天+阴天，
心也是很酸，很想哭~~
可是我们哭的目的都不一样，
但是我们的心情却是一样，
这么伤心、难过。。。
同病相怜嗫~~~>.<

对我身边的一切，

实在有太多不开心的回忆，
厌倦了这种感觉。。。
希望可以有离开这里的一天，
到新的地方，新的环境，过新的生活，
但是我是不会忘记你们的。。。
我会永远珍惜与你们的友谊~~~~

p/s: 这首歌最适合我们听不过了。。。joanne tan你懂我在跟你说话吗？！

above is a post that my friend, winki dedicated for me... i didnt know it until i read the last sentence... i get shocked, and i was speechless at that moment.. i left a comment for her, but i didnt know what to write,coz my mind was juz blank.. winki, you are really a good true friend! i got so much to tell u, but i dont know where and how to start.. only can say thanks to you... thanks for everything! hmmmmm

i know many friends are worrying about me.. but dont have to,really.. ^^ i'm just moody,not sad.. =)

=)

hmmmm,this post is for my best bestfriend -- liu kee...
liu kee, thx for your concern.. i really appreciate it! and thx for feeling unfair for me,haha.. actually i oso got the same feeling with u! hehe XD
i promise you, i will be happy.. but i just need some time, to think it over again, to get through it.. all is the matter of time... long time didnt go sing k liao.. we go together la,hehe^^
love u oo =)

2/4/2009

hmmm,today is thursday.. so batang played basketball at college (ah teh didnt join coz his car cant start), GG also joined and played for a while.. Nat so 'long', haha XD then we stopped and GG played volley ball.. it was the 1st time i play volley ball! and with GG also! haha.. 1st few times i didnt play well coz i cant aim the ball (stupid me >.<) lol... after that was quite ok ady,hehe.. but pity the guy who lend us the ball n played with us,coz he juz kept chasing n picking the ball.. hehe XP hmmm,it was quite fun,and i had a good time with them.. ^^
but our hands all turned red! and quite painful..

our hands...

my right hand... many red dots...

left... lebam ady,lol.. >.<

although the game makes my hands red red and lebam, but i enjoyed playing volley ball.. hehe,hope can play again next time^^

* hmmm,today i was quite moody.. not really know why,it came in a sudden... feel like dun want to talk and i was juz day dreaming... hmmm,sorry coz made GG worried abt me.. i'm ok^^ *

能不能让我再一次拥有

从昨天到现在,我满脑子都是他

工作到一半,突然想起他的拥抱,他曾给过的温柔

只是现在的我们,只能相见,不能相拥

躺在床上,听着龚诗嘉的“再一次拥有”, 看着我们的照片,眼泪竟然流了下来

想起那一晚,他对我说的话…

想起那一天,他握着我的手…

想起那个地方,他温柔地叫我投入他怀里…

想起他给我的歌…

想起我们的吻…

我再也不能压抑我的情绪,放声大哭了

眼泪就像洪水决堤一样,泛滥成灾

枕头都湿了一大半

曾经几度不能呼吸,感觉像是快要死掉了

我不知道我竟然还会这么难过

我以为我忘记了

从来没有过这么喜欢一个人

就像他所说的,

“现在的一切都变得不一样了,一切都变得有点奇怪了… 有时候,我觉得有点难以呼吸”

只不过,

我又何尝没有这种感觉?

我又何尝不是在痛苦着?

能不能再听一次你说爱我 回到还在你怀里的时候

能不能让我再一次拥有 曾属于我的温柔

*朋友们,请不要留言说叫我别难过。因为我不想让他怀疑,打华语也是因为他看不懂。谢谢*

Justin's LOVE MESSAGE to batang XD

chat with Justin last night. he said it will be very geli n cold if batang do like GG -- the love letter (content) n how we call each other.. n following is wat he said! hahaha XD


really very cold lor.. hahhaha
*he was juz joking lar.. hehe*

我今天又掉眼泪了

莫名地悲哀

很想忍住这种情绪

但无能为力

看着朋友一双双

而我却一个人

我不知道应该把我的视线摆在哪里

我不晓得我要做什么

才不会让别人看穿我心里的想法

我真的很不喜欢一个人的感觉

就像被人遗弃一样

我是自私的

我希望我的身旁有人陪伴着

只是

我的朋友们

我并没有怪你们

这都只是我自己在触景伤情

是我太懦弱了